absolute willingness.

I sometimes believe that needing to center myself each morning is a sign of failure.  Didn’t I just let everything Continue reading →

it’s too late (to put forth the effort).

Second question for the new year.  I’ll be exploring some of the taken-for-granted truths that I’ve be telling myself since Continue reading →

my brain is a puppy.

Let’s make this the year of questioning:  as part of my desire to become increasingly comfortable in my own skin, Continue reading →

ballerinas shouldn’t exist.

Before we begin let me clarify: we’re not talking about ballerinas forced to become ballerinas in dancing gulags behind the Continue reading →

note to self.

I am a pessimist at heart. Or at least that’s what I’ve always believed.  Like blood type or eye color, Continue reading →

upset about good things.

Okay, so I got a job.  This one pays much better than the one I had, and I was only Continue reading →

ahead of myself.

It’s one of my greatest character defects.  I tend to come up with an idea, skip the middle part, and Continue reading →

beyond recognition.

If I know that most of my thoughts and strongly held beliefs are nothing more than constructs used by my Continue reading →