remember when i was in control?

It’s ridiculous how quickly I can forget.  This disease had me running in circles, hiding in the shadows, hiding in Continue reading →

lump sum.

Here’s the simple difference between the normals and me, the alcoholic:  normal people drink because it gives them an altered Continue reading →

excuses, inc.

That’s my alcoholic business.  When I’m working the program, there shouldn’t be excuses to drink, or reasons to slip or Continue reading →

okay, starting NOW.

First Monday after the New Year, correct?  Today’s the day I’ll start the resolutions I made five days ago:  stop Continue reading →

attack from every angle.

I just had my first encounter with another human being this morning. I spent an uneventful hour commuting, and now Continue reading →

start at one.

The biggest disappointment for me in this program was finding out that the removal of alcohol didn’t solve my problems.  Continue reading →

back from zero.

First off, let me begin by thanking all those who wished me well and gave me hugs, advice and, most Continue reading →

back to zero.

I got drunk Saturday afternoon.  Three twenty-four ounce cans of Old Milwaukee’s Best Ice Beer.  That’s what it took to Continue reading →