toppled.

The more self-reliant I try to be, the more insane I become.  Why I feel the need to wait until Continue reading →

not enough to notice.

It turns out that I’m quite good at accepting the things that are easy to release.  Instead of yelling at Continue reading →

no more deadlines.

I’m going to attempt a Month of Acceptance:  According to page 449 in the old text, “acceptance is the answer Continue reading →

is that God in your heart, or are you just happy to see me?

Once in the program, I quickly realized that I needed a complete and total transformation.  Putting the plug in the Continue reading →

worst measured when i’m down.

I can go to a meeting, call my sponsor, say my prayers, do my meditations, read my book and even Continue reading →

displacement’s a mess.

When confronted with something I don’t want to do, I find it much easier to whip up some drama about Continue reading →

exacerbating the exasperation.

This one’s easy to explain: I take that nebulous feeling of boredom mixed with unspecified unhappiness, and dwell on it. Continue reading →

kenny rogers was right!

I might not be much of a gambler; I might not know when to hold or fold them, but thanks Continue reading →