used to never know.

I need to stop confusing wants and needs.  I also need to stop believing that until my wants and needs Continue reading →

action time and vision.

For me to know that the program is working, I need to actively let go and let God.  It can’t Continue reading →

stop undoing myself.

There are two paths: one going up and one going down.  The one heading down is filled with anger and Continue reading →

circles run around in.

Am I slowly picking everything back up, minus the alcohol?  Have I been deliberately constricting the circle of Letting Go Continue reading →

understanding only takes me so far.

How often I love to mix awareness with accomplishment!  Sure, I’m having eureka moments, but I’m staying in the tub.  Continue reading →

plowed in.

If tons of snow and impassable roads have taught me anything, it’s that I’d never make it as the caretaker Continue reading →

can a number make me new?

It’s such an intoxicating idea: hang a calendar and a whole new person emerges.  Here we go.  I am now Continue reading →

overnight change.

Christmas Spirit, my ass.  ‘twas gratitude and humility that finally brought the miser to the light.  That, or fear of Continue reading →