don’t be dumb.

Easy to say, not so easy to do.  I have a very difficult time getting out of my own way.  Continue reading →

the all-seeing, all-knowing boozini!

This is why I had a huge ego:  I was always right.  I could predict exactly how everything would turn Continue reading →

it’s easier to fixate than it is to fix.

It’s all wrapped up in an oversized ball of twine, these synaptic strings that I wind and unwind, determining my Continue reading →

wasn’t enough.

That was my biggest fear when I was drinking: That I wasn’t drunk enough to handle basic life events. I Continue reading →

what’s up with scotland?

I haven’t been following the story closely, nor do I really have any understanding of the history of the situation, Continue reading →

format change.

Tomorrow will be the last of the daily ruminations.  I’ll be moving the posts to MWFs.  So, I’ll be ruminating Continue reading →

you know what i mean.

Have you ever listened to yourself on a recording?  It sounds nothing like it does in your head, right?  Whenever Continue reading →

is not the miracle of the promises enough?

My first action step doesn’t involve pen and paper or talking with my sponsor, or anything else beyond me and Continue reading →