every day is monday.

My alcoholism, as well as any of my other addictions, always have an element of O.C.D. to them. Applying mathematics Continue reading →

no, i’m not squatting.

Steps 1 through 9 helped me exorcise the big dramas, the big stage, the big overacting. And although they’re not Continue reading →

that’s how you know it’s working.

I don’t need to be aware of the program to know it’s working. A thin layer of gratitude and acceptance Continue reading →

apology in 30 minutes or the next one’s free.

Promptly admitting when I am wrong is the quickest way I know to deflate my ego, and not in a Continue reading →

Reply hazy, try again

I like to think of Step 10 as my own personal Magic 8 Ball. In fact, I’m going to rename Continue reading →

stopping is hard.

I need to inventory things before I put them on the shelves. I’ve spent years stocking items that were already Continue reading →

take time each day to do something right.

My most irrational fear regarding this step? That I’ll be so busy inventorying myself that nothing gets done. Step 10: Continue reading →

talk about stepping in it.

Classic me, right? Get any kind of a roll going and it’s time to blow the whole mother up. Step Continue reading →