It takes some convincing, accepting that by not fixing things, things will get fixed.
Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God, as we understood Him.
Here’s where my diseased brain refused to let go of the wheel. I was a loner my entire life; sometimes by my own choosing. And this went for deities as well as people. So in order to get my life under control, I needed to turn all control over to God? (BTW – that’s what I’m going to call my higher power. Because “God” is quicker to type than “Higher Power”.)
Not very concrete. In fact, Step Three was 100% vapor. It’s not like I’m tossing the big guy my keys.
I needed more information. Up to this point, I had been onboard. Now, I felt as though I was being asked to sell Amway. This program wanted me to do something that I wasn’t comfortable with, had never really done, and had no desire to do. This program wanted me to let go.